Ellen Stafford (chicaboo25) wrote,
Ellen Stafford
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Just come back from the doctors and I haven't lost any weight again this month. I was trying really hard at the start of the month but it all went down hill when Dad came to stay and started cooking for us. The doctor has said if I don't lose any weight this month then she is going to have to take me off the tablets. I so want to lose weight so I am going to try really hard. When I was 18 I was so tiny....and now I am so fat. I feel embarrased about myself. I feel that no man can love me at this weight.

The only good news is I haven't put anymore weight on. So from tomorrow I am going to get back on my proper diet. When I go shopping I am going to get all the right food and start again. It is hard when I see my sister and her boyfriend sat around eating crap all the time....

The thing that depresses me the most is that she said when I do eventually lose the the weight, which could take years, I will always have to be on this same diet. Whats the point of living if you can't eat nice foods? :(

I will be ok...but I feel so ugly and like I will be single forever if I don't lose this weight.
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