Ellen Stafford (chicaboo25) wrote,
Ellen Stafford

Life is so complicated. I just don't know what to do half the time. Sometimes I feel I am wasting my life away. Its hard sometimes. People seem to want to push me into things that I just don't want and I am forever in this situation trying to get out. The worst thing is I hate hurting people. I guess everyone hates hurting people. I have so much pressure from my family and I know I am hurting someone I consider to be my friend and I hate it. I just don't know what to do. Sometimes I wonder if I should settle for what I have and just live my life like this.....but I can't not knowing there is something out there that I know could change my life forever. God this is not making sense is it. It can't make sense.....because I can't open up about it. Grrrr.


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