I really hope I get to meet up with him again soon, I will do anything to sort things out and make things simple. To me love is so important....if you love someone and they love you too then you are meant to be together.
I have only been in love once apart from now....and that was with Gareth, sometimes I wish I hadn't drove him away but at the end of the day we wanted such different things from life. I know I will be sat here single when I am 30 because I know the man I love can't be with me and I can't let him go and I am not willing to. He makes me feel good. I wish I could help him too but I can't. If he wants to do something about his situation I know he will. He doesn't think he is strong enough but I know he is. He has me here to help him all the way.
His touch, his smile, his eyes, his laugh is what makes me happy. I am so glad I met him, I am so glad we cuddled, I am so glad we kissed. The day I met him was the best day of my life and no one can take that memory away from me. He made me realise I can love.