Ellen Stafford (chicaboo25) wrote,
Ellen Stafford


Ok stress is finally getting the better of me. The last week or so has been so stressful for my family. My sister has been really ill with depression, and I mean really ill which is hard for all the family to deal with, especially Ben and I who have to live with it 24 hours a day. What with the baby as well....it is very tough. Also my grampy is really ill and basically is not eating or drinking now because of the fact that the cancer is stopping him from going to the toilet and its so uncomfortable.

I am sat here shaking like a leaf....dreading having to start work again at 9am and what the day ahead will hold. My hands are shaking, my legs are shaking and my chest is hurting....panicking I think. I know I need to be strong but sometimes I find it so hard. :(

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