Ellen Stafford (chicaboo25) wrote,
Ellen Stafford

I felt the need to delete a comment I made to a post by James this morning. I read what another friend of his wrote and feel that maybe she is right. It's obviously directed at me...."Don't complicate life with other people, talk to me because I am not complicated" to me that proves that I have been talked about in a negative way so maybe its best if I just stay out the way....I just don't know. Maybe I am not a good enough friend.....I kinda realise that the situation isn't going to change and maybe just maybe I have to be strong and move on and let him get on with his life. I need to talk to him really because I don't want to be talked about etc. I have so many worries here at the moment.

I didn't sleep all night last night in the end and now I have to work. I am shaking like a leaf. I just feel like breaking down. I wish I had someone I could turn to in all this but I don't really matter at the moment in the whole scheme of things.

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