I got really stressed out last night as well.....I have decided that I am not going to let myself be second best. I may never love someone the same way again but to be honest I think I loved more than he did. I just hope one day I will be happy. I hope one day he will realise what he has lost....I may not be pretty, I may have been used and abused in the past but I still try to be a good person.
I hope he will remain my friend....and keep in touch....but who knows....I can't figure him out anymore.