Ellen Stafford (chicaboo25) wrote,
Ellen Stafford

What a shit evening......

1) I get an email from some obsessed idiot on here pretending to be Caz when we all know she wouldn't send that to me...I may have had arguements with Caz in the past but to be honest I know she has better things to do with her time etc then write a pathetic email like that. I am not really wound up about it because I am living my life the way I want to live it. I am not ready to settle down with anyone because deep down I know I still haven't found the right person. I have a great best friend in Nige, who cares about me and I care about him. I want Nige to be happy and if he found a girlfriend that made him happy then I would be happy for him. Last night I was lying in bed thinking about my life. Some people think that all you have to do is settle down and have kids and all that...well I am starting to come around to the idea that maybe thats not what I want in life. I don't want to get married and then regret it, as for old flames working out if I had been more confident....I think this person doesn't know my old flames well enough because I dumped them because I knew it wasn't working out. Yes I reminise about the past but don't we all....and whats wrong with having crushes on celebrities...its only a crush....anyway I am just ignoring that all now.

2) Shit kicked off on my autograph forum. I went upstairs for a couple of hours because my sister was seeing her ex boyfriend to sort out a few things so thought I would get out the way. I come back down and as usual the same two idiots caused an argument over something as petty as the size of a signature image. So I came back to about 8 MSN messages and 7 messages on the forum....so I ended up banning them. Lets hope it calms down now.

3) I get an email from a "friend" saying they want to come to Bath and shag me. It isn't going to happen. I am not into casual sex or anything like that. I don't lead people on and I won't. I am not into casual sex.....

I think I might just go to bed and forget this evening ever happened!

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