1) I went to the bank with my Dad this afternoon for a loan.....just waiting to hear back tomorrow...should be ok though. Once thats sorted I can pay off the dreaded credit card bill. Pay my tax bill. Pay Nigel back what I owe him.
2) Organised an appointment at the opticians next week as my glasses are a mess and I need an eye test.
3) Starting to eat better, no more domino's pizza's, and on Wednesday I start back at Weight Watchers. Tomorrow I start using the treadmill to get some exercise!
4) I have been invited to a party on Saturday night and I *might* go if I can pluck up the courage. I might make some new friends....but I am very nervous. I know what it will be like for me...has to be a last minute decision as to whether I go or not....because otherwise I worry...such a loser.
I still need to sort out the cat insurance....Wednesday I take Doris back for a check up. Then I need to book Tigger in for his jab...then I can get it. I also want to set up another bank/building society account to put some money into each month towards my tax bill next year.
I feel more positive today.....I feel loved by my Dad as well, he has been great recently....I used to think he didn't care about me but he has really helped me and Anna and I just love him, I know he loves me now, I know he cares and it just has made me feel so much more complete if that makes sense. It's hard to explain.