I joined a free dating type site to see if I could maybe find some new friends as well or whatever but its pretty much a waste of time. The only people who seem to contact me are men who want a quick shag and I am not interested in those types. Since my picture was put up I have even less of those emails...I guess people aren't really interested in fat girls...I keep thinking back to when I was thin but I wasn't really happy with myself then but now I would be happier if I went back to being thinner. At least I had some people interested in me then....I feel a bit low tonight. Maybe Nige was right when tonight he said I have bipolar or whatever it is. I was on such a high earlier, laughing, singing etc...and now I feel crappy...oh well...tomorrow is a new day....
My loan still hasn't been sorted....bloody banks...thanks for all the comments yesterday guys....I just have felt dead today....my skin is so bloomin' crappy at the moment too. I think its my PCOS playing up. Mum bought me some one-step cleanser stuff....hopefully it will help a bit.
Today's questions I answered in the ask Ellen bit on the forum...thought I would share with LJ friends so you guys can get to know me better too....
davidoflondon: Suppose Phil Schofield said he'd go out with you/marry you/make you his PA pick whichever sounds best to you. But in order to do so there was someone he needed you to murder, assuming you'd get away with it would get do it?
If not how far would you go if he asked you to break the law for him?
My answer: No I wouldn't David. I may admire him loads but not enough to kill someone!! That would be stupid....even if you could get away with it you would live with that forever....horrible.
rambler: If you could undo one mistake in your life what would it be?
My answer: Letting myself go!!! As in put on the weight....due to depression...and probably actually the thing I would do differently if I had my time again would be maybe go to uni for the social side of things and not have into the internet at such an early age, if I had done that then I might have more real friends.
Mizz Louisa Lytton: If you could put 3 things in to Room 101 (get rid of them), what would they be and why?
My answer: Erm,
1. Boy racers.....they killed my cat and are just total losers.
3.People who try to sell mobile phones to me every day on the phone....BASTARDS!
Mizz Louisa Lytton: Can i just ask, why peanuts? Are you illergic?
My answer: No I just hate the taste of them