Ellen Stafford (chicaboo25) wrote,
Ellen Stafford
chicaboo25

I am going to do an honest post here. I really enjoyed the party but at the same time I found it hard. It kinda proved to me how hard I find socialising...on a one to one scale I am fine but when there are lots of people I just find it hard. There was people at the party I really wanted to talk to but I couldn't find it in me to go up to them properly and talk. I guess its the same thing that I see people better than me. Infact one of them I even probably offended. I think I just find it hard to talk to people....though it was a good for me to get out and meet people. It was nice to meet Kendrick and Greg as they are the two people I have actually chatted to on here the most. Also I got to mainly chat with matttt and Steve who is Kendrick's housemate. Steve and I had a bit in common being from Bath and living here all our lives....so we knew exactly where we was talking about plus I think we both fancied the same guy hehe, or agreed on thinking the same guy was hot!! I feel like socially I am crap in a group..I dunno...probably over analysing...I am tired I think...the other guy I fancied well he was sweet but couldn't talk to him except for ask him where he lived and I *think* he may even have a girlfriend :) And the third guy I quite fancied I know has a girlfriend :)

Right enough said....I need to hit the sack before I fall asleep on the computer....at least I made the effort to go out :) I did end up drinking too much though! :)
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