Dad popped in earlier and I rang up the bank and basically they told me they wouldn't give me a loan so Dad is going to go and get a loan instead and I am going to pay him...he isn't going to Natwest though and I am seriously tempted to move from them because they have treated me like crap considering I have been with them since I was 18....I work and everything....yet Anna can waltz into Lloyds on benefits and get one just like that! It all just riles me up....
Update: Dad has just rang and he has got a loan....so in a couple of days I will be able to finally sort everything out!!
Other news: I feel a bit upset about Nige today because I just didn't think he would lie to me about things....and I feel he lied to me about the reason he didn't want to talk to me on the phone last night. It appears he has a new girlfriend....I am not fussed about that but I didn't want him or myself finding someone to effect our friendship to the stage where we couldn't tell each other about whats going on. I have always been honest with Nige about the way I have felt towards him, I love him and care for him but I am not in love with him. Earlier in the week up on Alexandra Park he tried to kiss me and all that then come the weekend he didn't really have time to even chat to me....thats fair enough but I just wish he was honest with me.... :(
I still want to be mates with Nige though things have to change.....like sleeping arrangements because I just don't sleep when he is here....also no more kissing from now on....I want to be proper mates....and still do the things we enjoy....going out and autograph collecting etc.
Better get back to work.