Ellen Stafford (chicaboo25) wrote,
Ellen Stafford
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Ok....its official I am the worst weight I have ever been.....this doesn't surprise me with my diet and lack of exercise so tonight I rejoined Weightwatchers.

I am now 17.5 1/2 stone.....that is a fucking lot!!!

I am disappointed in myself but like I said I knew this was going to be the case. Anyway I am going to record my weight in my journal. Yes I am ashamed of myself. Yes everyone thinks I am a lard. Yes I am unattractive.

I need everyone in my family to support me this time....instead of bringing in cakes etc.

Tomorrow I need to go and get some weightwatcher meals and start using my treadmill.

I feel I need to record my weight in my journal to prove I can do it....I know I can lose some....I know I am never going to be mega thin or anything but I have to do this for my health. I am doing this for me....how can anyone ever love me when I hate myself so much.

No one even fancies me anymore and I am sure thats because I am fat.
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